seize

i try to
stop falling apart and
there's the blackest
sun ive ever seen this

green reflection like the
inverted camera of a
pond shifting askew what
was a smile to
self the

sound of footsteps and
pride there
is an echo and
addiction and
blood inside a
smile to
selfishness and

everything is quiet and
calm and muttered in
a pleasant harmonious
language

i walk around

im the most normal boy in
the world