Tuesday, September 6, 2011

seven years old

the day
dissipates into drifting curls of hair and

maybe i'm lost because
i very clearly can't be there

latchkey kid
in the window of his childhood home

watching strangers


i go there when its fucked
and none of the answers deliver mind clear

and i can't pull away
from what i can't understand enough to fear

tough nut to crack
spoiled brat junkie or clean liver

equipping self-doubt

and i march away with it
fuel for clumsy itinerant motives

spitting lies at the sun
posture incoherent like a stolen gun

shooting at the votives for
target practice till it gets dark

prayer for a blind man
who'll probably never know when
I make my mark

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